I tell MySeLF

I tell myself, forgive and forget you, but i knw i cant do it..
I tell myself i dun wan to think bout you... but cant control myself, i am still miss you, miss our sweet time.. sweet memories... i really want to knw..will you think of me sometime also?
I tell myself, dont want to view your fb wall... but i am still continue view your fb wall..
I am still love you? i think NO!! still like you.. DUNNO!! >.<
I tell myself.. i dun wan to think how u hurt me & broke up with me... i juz thinking.. but i am nt crying anymore..
I tell myself.. i dun wan to hug u gave me d cute bear, but when i am sleep, i will automatic hug you gave me the cute bear.. I TELL MYSELF.. DONT WANT TO THINK OF YOU ANYMORE.. I HOPE I CAN CONTROL... i know we wont have chance to become a friend anymore, sometime i want to become friend with you, but when i think you deleted me as friend on fb.. i am vry damn angry!!!! i think we dun hav any chance be couple again... although i deleted our sweet photo.. but i alr kept it in my heart, my mind...
but, why my friend have a long relationship.. why we cant??? why must broke up?? izzit broke can help you to settle everything?? to b honest, i really have many question want to ask you, if i ask you i knw u wont reply me... i will keep all this question in my heart.. always in my heart.. forever~
although how you hurt me.. i will keep our sweet memories forever even i marry with other guy in my future